early wake up call.....
At 2007-08-28 on 12:11 a.m.
i woke up pretty much as soon as i fell asleep puking-not nice way to wake up-today has been yucky and i still feel like crap-but my tummy is growling and im hungry-im hoping its just a 24 hour deal....I HATE TO THROW UP!!!!!
just as soon as a did fall asleep my cousin called with not so great news-she talked the prosecutor and said the dectictives might of jumped too soon on bringing charges against you know who-there is something like a 35 day period once you charge somebody with a crime or something-i really dont know what she was talking about i was out of it-but also the police never made it a crime scene-which we all were screaming at them to do to protect evidence etc...so that goes in his favor too...all i know is he better not get off for someone elses mistakes...one step forward two steps back....
things have been kind of stressful around the house but we'll get thru it-just a lot of lifestyle choices we need to make and are always scared to make that move-the fear of the unknown!!
speaking of lifestyle changes i get an email from a old high school friend that i havent seen in about 23 years-she found me on classmates.com we were once good friends and lived across from one another but she was the "good friend" that always tried to fool around with others boyfriends-mine included and once that trust is gone its gone for good with me-we did see her briefly one year at the fair with her then husband and i told my husband i bet you everything that she will call you at work adn i be damn if she didnt-of coarse she was trying to earn business for her and her husbands business...Well anyway and 2 husbands later she contacts me thru classmates and my other BF growing up that she was friends with too and hooked up with her boyfriend at the time also-and is so glad to have contacted me-her long lost friend-and tells me what all she has been up too and all the world traveling she has done with her 2nd husband but she grew tired of traveling and he didnt so they split and here comes the lifestyle changes-she has been with a woman now for 2 years-yeahhhhh maybe now she will leave our men alone and mess with others women!!! i know im mean-not really just think its kind of funny-she is the last person i would of thunk it would of turned up gay-i told her i was happy for her to find what she has been looking for all her life and her lil self rides a big ass harley...my mom was friends with her mom whom was just like her daughter and when i told my mom that she contacted me and she asked what her mom was up to(cheating still) and i found out that her mom died 5 years ago of breast cancer-so sad...her brother and sister and dad doenst know about her lifestyle changes...
we were really good friends but you just dont mess with your friends boyfriends/husbands and even though its been 20 plus years you just dont forget and yes i know it takes 2 to cheat and in my cse there wasnt any cheating-i saw it all and put her in her place as did he but our othr friend wasnt as lucky but maybe thats what happens when your 16-it was just always a golden rule to me and my other friend that you dont do that...but im more mature now to be able to talk to this person once again!!
going to lay down and watch cash cab-fun huh!!!!