SO HARD TO BELIEVE.....
At 2008-06-03 on 6:00 a.m.
IT'S SO HARD TO BELIEVE THAT TODAY JUNE 3rd IS A YEAR THAT MY BEAUTIFUL AUNT JEAN DIED AND WHAT A YEAR IT HAS BEEN-SO MUCH FIGHTING FOR HER RIGHTS AND NOT REALLY BEING ABLE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT ALL HAPPENED TO HER THAT NIGHT AND BEING LIED TO BY THE PEOPLE WHO ARE SUPPOSE TO BE ON YOUR SIDE AND OTHERS NOT DOING THEIR JOB TO MAKE SURE JUSTICE IS SERVED AND QUESTIONS NOT ANSWERED AND NOT KNOWING THE TRUTH WILL HAUNT OR MINDS FOREVER.SUCH ASHAME FOR OUR FAMILY,MY AUNT JEANS KIDS,GRANDKIDS,MY MOM AND JEANS OTHER SISTERS AND ALL WHO LOVED THIS SPECIAL WOMAN-THE BIGGEST ASHAME IS OF COARSE IS WHAT ALL MY AUNT WENT THRU AND WE COULDNT SAVE HER FROM THIS EVIL MAN-THE MAN WHO IS SUPPOSE TO BE HER PARTNER IN LIFE NOT SOMEBODY WHO WOULD END HER LIFE! THE PAIN DOESNT GET ANY EASIER-IN FACT ITS REALLY JUST HITTING ME SINCE THE PAST YEAR HAS BEEN ALL ABOUT FIGHTING FOR HER RIGHTS NOW COMES THE REALITY THAT SHE IS REALLY GONE FOREVER AND THIS SATURDAY I WENT BACK TO THE PLACE I LAST SAW HER AND WALKED THE LAST WALKED WE TOOK TOGETHER-NOT KNOWING THAT WOULD BE OUR LAST TIME TOGETHER-IT HURTS SO BAD AND SHE WAS LIKE MY SECOND MOM AND TAUGHT ME SO MUCH THAT HAS STUCK WITH ME UNTIL TODAY-THE GOOD AND THE BAD AND THAT IS WHAT I HAVE LEFT TO THINK ABOUT-THE MEMORYS-THOSE CAN NEVER BE TAKEN AWAY AND THANK YOU GOD FOR PUTTING MY AUNT JEAN IN MY LIFE,I CAN STILL HEAR YOUR LAUGH AND SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL BLUE EYES GIVING ME THAT STARE AND SAYING PATTTTTTTI :*) IN DISBELIEF AT WHAT CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH AND DARE I SAY OTHER BODY PARTS ;P YOU TAUGHT ME ME A LOT OF MY "FIRST" AND I EXPERIENCED A LOT OF MY "FIRST" WITH YOU-THEY ALWAYS SEEMED TO HAPPEN AROUND YOU LOL..LIKE I ALWAYS SAY-THIS ISNT GOODBYE AUNT JEAN-I WILL SEE YOU LATER JUDITH JEAN-YOU USE TO GET MAD AT ME FOR SAYING THAT :)~ LOVE YOUR NIECE~PATTI AND AS YOU ALWAYS SAID "THE A FAMILY"!!! RIP
patti
"MY AUNT JEAN WILL ALWAYS BE MORE THEN A MEMORY! A YEAR AGO TODAY TAKEN AWAY 6/3 BUT FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS AND MINDS WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!"